Full Days, Days Full

This is another year I has been yelling for my life. I am especially feeling very tired this year. All the work kept chasing me. I have taken three courses at the same time besides normal work. Every day was really full – there were full of works, lectures, homeworks and examinations. If life means works, I think I really need to take a rest. Maybe I really deserve a rest. By order of God, what and how I need more to do to get such a well-earned rest.

Days and days passed and I feel less and less energetic and powerful. I am weak, though I pretent to look strong. The work just kept me occupied full days and nights. I am tired to think more, to act more, to live by.

I step forward, however the moving steps are less powerful and less certain. I am uninterested and even I feel I dislike myself. Who’s the one I can count on?

All in a mess.