sucky frienships

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You don’t wan’t a friendship. You pay lip service to this idea. But in reality, you have no desire to stand by your words. Maybe expecting sincerity and integrity in your decisions is too much to ask from friends. Maybe it’s more important that you lie to s-o-u-n-d good rather than actually be a good person.

If you want to be a dance partner, and you then commit to this, you don’t just change your mind. Or at least if you do, be honest and say so….usually a friend would tell you why though…

The real reason why this is happening is so painfully obvious… just say the truth and stop lying.
</rant>

It sure is nice to be able to write down what you really want to say to someone.

It’s just not worth it. I would like to be a good friend to this person but it’s just too painful.