strange fruit

i’ve been having the strangest dreams lately…not to mention the thoughts.. *sigh*

i have moments of brilliant thoughts, then the next moment i’m fantasizing about a couple of sisters i met on the bus…

you’d think i was eighteen again but for heaven’s sake. what guy wouldn’t want a threesome with two hot girls that just happen to be sisters.  *sigh* it’s of course highly likely that any of that will ever come to be… but it’s kinda fun to fantasize about it. 

it will never come to be unless the woman i’m planning on marrying would want it. . . and that is less than likely from all aspects. But then again, you never really know do you?

so what are we supposed to do with all these fantasies that come about throughout our lives? just play with them in our heads (for the guys out there… you know what i mean)? wouldn’t it be crazy fun to have a wife that truly wants to please?

enough selfishness… speaking of which. My girlfriend and i had a ‘fight’ last night. She’s all upset because she thinks that i’ll never marry her. She keeps thinking that she’s going to build up her dreams, just to have them torn down. Her co-workers and mother (the evil kind) think i’m the worst thing since celine dion…. for which i truly don’t think i deserve.

little do most people know, i have already ordered a ring. . . a really nice one too. So now we are fighting over this. It really isn’t the premise I wanted to propose to a future wife. she doesn’t know that i’ve ordered a ring…but i can’t help feel that all this is expected from me.