craziness

…so what comes with love is babies… baby is due June 9th! Craziness… still live in different cities… moving forward…
I’m considering taking paternity leave after 3 months…which might lead me to move to where my wife now works. This would be a huge change for both of us. I sure would like to continue working where I am though…which poses problems.
One of my not-so-brilliant dreams is to be a professional dance instructor…but of the lindy-hop variety… it’s not exactly the most well-paid as I’m not a rock-star and I’m not on the same caliber…but I could become much better should I move and actually commit time more time and energy. I feel really impeded by the scene here…way too snobbish and way too much of the "big-fish in little pond" syndrome happening here. I know I am not super-great, but it would be fair to say I’m one of the best dancers in this scene…it doesn’t mean much though… there are much much better dancers than me..

Cheers,