Summer Entries- Spree Suga Baby Leaves….

Well tonight Spree Suga Baby left me to go back home. I took her to the airport and everything, and I felt extremely bad the entire ride there. She knew it too. I actually chilled with her for about 2 hours before she needed to be there. I drove her there and I chilled with her for about an hour before going to her terminal. I expressed to her how much I enjoyed her trip and how much it meant to me. It meant a whole lot for her to drive from Ohio, which was 10 hours to come see me. It said a lot and told me plenty. I also expressed and kinda begged her not to leave me. I felt like when she left… I was going to be alone again. I don’t like being alone. I have felt that way since the end of the last relationship. I could see the pain in her eyes of not wanting to leave me. So once we got to the airport and got checked in…. I sat there with her and made her laugh constantly for the entire hour. I did it, so it would not be on our minds that she actually leaving. I did everything I could possibly do to entertain her and she enjoyed it. Her smile is something else. A smile tells a lot about a person, and showed more to me than it told me. When it came time to take her to the terminal, I started to tear up. Man, it was fuckin’ hard. I didn’t want her to leave. But we kissed and she left as quick as she came….

The tears almost started, but I commanded them to leave. I was back alone again……..