Miss Germany is Back….

As I am updating my diary with this now 3rd entry, you know Miss Germany will not stay away. I hadn’t spoken to her all summer. We spoke 2 times only since the May 10th late-night meeting, which has been one of the last times I saw her. Actually, it was May 13th as you know. But anyways, we spoke once in June as you know for ONE minute, then again on the 4th of July for another ONE minute conversation. Now for whatever reason, I thought I would call only and strictly to see how see was doing. We spoke on the phone for ONE HOUR this time. It was a very good and mature conversation. We spoke about our respective relationships (since our last eye-to-eye conversation, she reconciled with JuneBug for an unprecedent 3rd time); life during the summer; and of course, her family.

Quite Frankly, I enjoyed the conversation. Although, I know deep down inside she is still not happy. Soul Sista and CheerDiva also agree with this. She is only with JuneBug for the convience of being with someone since she hates being single. She seemed content for the most part, though. I told her that she and Spree Suga Baby has too much in common.

Both have the SAME birthday yet only 2 years apart.

Both are Scorpios.

Mothers are BOTH Tauruses

Spree Suga Baby mother birthday is May 15th as Mother Germany is May 11th.

BOTH favorite color is Blue.

BOTH favorite book is Harry Potter.

BOTH favorite movie (and ABSOLUTELY LOVE) The Lord of the Rings (WHICH BY THE WAY, I HATE BOTH MOVIE AND BOOK – Harry Potter)

I expressed that often I think about her, because they damn near so alike. Honestly, that had nothing to do with anything. I was content with the conversation. I told Spree Suga Baby about the conversation with Miss Germany since I am trying to be open about everything I do, and she didnt approve too much. She didnt approve, because she’s afraid that Miss Germany and I would mess around again as well as she would lose me at the hands of Miss Germany. I assured her that she has nothing to worry about as Miss Germany is back with JuneBug and I am with her. I also told her that she’s all I wanted in my life and that I loved her. I think it calmed her down but I do know.. it still lingers in the back her mind… I just have to show her now.