December 20th 2023 Part I

12/20023

Dear ____________, 

I want to apologize for overreacting.  It was not needed. I’m embarrassed, humiliated, ashamed and more. I know, I was in the wrong in how I responded. 

I’m sorry.

I don’t know where we go from here. Im I I feel all I do is hurt you, I don’t know. If this is where we end it, I feel we say we tried. Like really did. Like you said “I will always love you.” I do/will.

I’m not going to beg you to do anything, I understand being tired, done, over it. I understand. But either way I need black/white. So I am understanding, same how I asked you.

I am willing to give it my last all. But only if you want. I feel like lately I’ve done all the talking and how I’m at your “mercy”. I don’t know. But I’m willing to try. Really try – but want to hear from you. We’re all in or we’re walking away – as friends. 

I’m sorry.

Incredibly sorry. 

I miss us.

I want us.

If.

If, that is a possibility.

Always,
___________________

⁑ DISCLAIMER ⁑
A transcribed handwritten letter I wrote dated 12/20/2023. The only edits have been our names.