I just can’t seem to help myself.

"You seem happier even though you have a lot of stress on top of it all. I hope things work out for the best. Ill keep you in my thoughts 🙂 Love ya!"

A friend of mine posted this on my last entry. <3 her.
I am a lot happier.
Matt is making a world of difference.
I’m falling in love with him and I couldn’t stop it even if I wanted to.

He’s the sweetest most sincere guy I’ve ever known. 
He makes me feel, while this may sound a little cliche it’s true, like a queen.
I get chills when I think about him.
I hate the nights that I don’t get to fall asleep in his arms.
When I’m with him, everything else melts away and the world just feels like it clicks into place.
I’m so comfortable with him.

"I never would have thought we’d be where we are the night I met you, but I wouldn’t change it for the world."

He tells me what he’s thinking. And I have no trouble believing every word he tells me.
I’m not one to fall easily. Especially since everything John put me through…
But like I said, I couldn’t stop this if I tried.

I’m so lucky to have found him.
Although, if you asked him he say I was delusional and that he’s the lucky one.
We make me a little sick by how mushy we are, but I’m ok with that.
 

I’d write more…but I really must go to sleep.
Just wanted to gush a little about him. <3

Night all. =)