I got a man to the left and a girl to the right.

How are you?
I’m doing FAN-tastic.
No reason to be sarcastic.
Haha, I’m not. Truly, I am doing wonderful!

I like happy Ashley. Happy Ashley is good.

All week I’ve been insanely stressed. Like…wanting to pull out my hair and drown my sorrows in alcohol stressed.
But, at the same time…I haven’t been able to stay in a bad mood. And I haven’t been able to stop smiling.

Work is just….ugh. I’m so ready for vacation. I need out of there for a week. I need to not think about it. I need to relax.

Things with Matt, though, are….great. =)
We still haven’t had sex. We text everyday. I see him every morning.
Some nights he comes over before he goes to bed.
I’ve gotten very little sleep this week, but I am definitely not complaining.
The more I get to know him the more I like him.
It’s crazy.
I had finally decided screw it, I’m done dating…men suck.
Then he comes waltzing in and practically sweeps me off my feet. (Which technically he did carry me to his room last weekend, haha.)
Everyday he tells me I’m beautiful, and an uber nerd. lol.
He gets that I’m sarcastic about 98% of the time.
He’s corny…but it’s absolutely adorable.
He thinks my taste in music is amazing.
That is until he saw the Shania Twain cd on my dresser. Haha.
Not so sure he thinks that now, but whatever.
Told him I was going to put it in his truck when he wasn’t looking. I forgot to mention that when I do so…it will be in the cd player and turned up as loud as possible. =)

I want to write more, but I keep getting distracted…
Besides, I need to finish getting ready.
Going out tonight. =)

Laters!

I’ll drink what you leak
And I’ll smoke what you sigh
Straight across the room with a look in your eye
I got a man to the left and a girl to the right
Start to sweat so hold me tight