I can breathe again.
I really hated to see this weekend end. It was wonderful. =)
As stated in the previous entry, Matt stayed the night Friday, but we were good…no sex. lol. I’m trying my best to not go too fast here. I have a very bad habit of jumping head first into things when they involve men.
Saturday night, I met Matt at Chaser’s (which is closer to his house.) Had a few drinks and just hung out at the bar. Afterwards, we headed over to his place. We talked, kissed and ended up falling asleep in his bed. It’s kind of amazing how he hasn’t even tried to get in my pants. Literally the first day I kissed Jonathan he was already trying to shove his hands down my pants…Matt has not even come close to trying. I’ve made it clear that I’m not that type of girl. He told me that’s not what he’s interested in…that this is more than that. He’s definitely saying all the right things. Last night he came over and we hung out for a while. Getting to know each other more..listening to music. I, oddly enough, felt comfortable singing in front of him. At one point I caught him staring at me and then shaking his head. I asked him what he was thinking about and he said, "Wishing I met you sooner…" It really is just my luck that I see this guy every damn day…and when we finally start to talk it’s a week before he moves an hour and a half away. Starting to think the world is just playing tricks on me at this point.
When I start thinking about him I get all warm and fuzzy inside. lol. Lame, I know…but it’s the only phrase I can think to explain it. I like him… a lot. And the more I get to know, the more I like. He’s funny, sincere, deliciously hot, sweet AND he’s not a loser. lol. By loser I mean he actually seems to know where he’s going in life. He’s working towards goals. He owns a very nice truck, has a good job and just bought a house. Material possessions and money have nothing to do with it…I’m not a gold digger. It’s just nice to be talking to someone who isn’t living off of others. Someone who has things going for him. Daniel, Jonathan, Pedro…all of them have NOTHING going for them. One doesn’t even own a car and rents from his mother, one has nowhere to stay and the other likes to just party and run to daddy when funds are low. I sure know how to pick ’em, huh?
Was requested by the loverly Erin to post picture of the new couch.
First, I’ll put one of the old couch which I hate…it’s uncomfortable and it’s a horridly ugly yellow color which is not made apparent due to lighting in this picture. Just take my word for it.
New couch is much more comfy. Fluffy and a dark blue. =)
Well, I think I’m going to go to the store and purchase a few essentials then go find some food. I’m starving!
Laters. =)
When the world makes me tired, and my mind feels
like it was set on fire, you look at me and smile,
With your brown eyes you call my heart and I can breath again.