Drool much?
I’m procrastinating. I should be moving furniture around in preparation for my new couch…but obviously that isn’t what I’m doing. lol.
I don’t really have the energy to be moving furniture.. I’m tired. And my mind keeps wandering…
I didn’t go to sleep until about 4:30am and then woke up about 8:00am. Those few hours I did sleep however were quite lovely. And I quite enjoyed the actual falling asleep and the waking up.
Last night I went to Rumors to hang out with my friend Darlene. I’ve barely seen her since I was promoted over 4 months ago. It was fun. Matt ended up showing up there. I was pretty excited about that. Not sure what it is, but I really like him. He’s got this tough guy exterior…piercings & tattoos…but he’s a sweetheart. It’s adorable. And my god does that man have a body….shit. I ended up hanging out with him outside after the bar closed and he decided to take his shirt off. Mind you it’s like 2:30am, but it’s still almost 80 frickin’ degrees outside. I’m pretty sure I may have drooled a tad. Not an ounce of fat…anywhere. Yum…That’s all I can say when I think about that. lol. And I gave in and kissed him. Again…yum. He’s a biter…as am I. *Sigh* Wow. Ha. Dammit. Can you see why I’m having trouble doing anything productive today? My mind keeps wandering back to Matt. lol. And the whole being showered with compliments thing is nice too. I kept catching him staring at me. "What? I can’t help it…you’re beautiful." We ended up going back to my place, but I made clear that I wasn’t going to sleep with him. Well…I guess that wasn’t entirely true, because we did sleep together, but we actually slept. Haha. No sex. I’m being good. I’m trying my best to take things slow even though he kind of brings the horn dog out in me. lol. I forgot how nice it was to fall asleep in someones arms. He’s a snorer though, a loud one. lol.
And although I was able to get away from the ‘J’s’ I still found myself attracted to an older guy. He’s 30. What the hell is it with the 30 year old men lately?
*Shrugs* Oh well. Meh. Only problem? His ass is moving next week. Two hours away. Not horrible…I’ve dealt with further, but still…kind of sucks. It’s only been a week since we’ve both admitted to being attracted to one another so I really have no clue where this is going. I’m assuming he’s hoping it continues though because he brought up traveling to see one another. We’ll see.
Anyhow…I suppose I should stop thinking about Matt and get started on moving shit around.
Laters.