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Ha!   I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide I can’t decide.  Help.  This is painful.  I’m done crying.  I can’t do it anymore.  1 or 2?  Heh.

Senior Ditch Day my ass.  I’ll skip second period, how’s that?  I just don’t see the point.  I have disowned my seniority.  What good has it ever done for me aside from bring upon unnecessary stress and fights among friends? 

Lindsay’s going to work with me!  I’m so happy.  Wow, I’m thrilled.  Really I am.  It’s going to be great.  No more loneliness.  And I have a person to go to the party with!  And I can go to the party!!  YAY!  Although, I’ll still have to suffer through the month of May in loneliness, there’s always summer.  I really hope I’ll get to work more than one day this summer with all of these new hires.  It’s kind of making me nervous since I haven’t talked to her about it yet.  I will do it either today or tomorrow,  but it still freaks me out.  There are too many of them!  But shouldn’t I have the right to work more than one day?  That’s basically why I stayed the whole year in the first place… so that I wouldn’t have to find another job in the summer.  That and I love my people. 

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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