Spring Is Here!

So we had the warmest winter on record, then last week it was in the 40s and this week its in the 90s. Craziest winter/spring yet. It was around this time last year that I noticed my sister was “off” again and I felt like I missed my summer. From May until about February I had no consciousness of the temperature outside. Then we had the winter of no cold so to make a long story short my body is confused about what season it should be and every time I go outside I feel like it should be snowing. Since my sister died in September I think my mind is trying to create a barrier where I won’t have to go through the agonizing, impending anniversary of her death. I never have liked fall.