first of the year and last for a awhile…

so i see that people are upset about what i wrote in my last entry… fair enough… but everytrhing that i wrote in there was already said to athena so i don’t feel bad about it being there… plus it is my diary and i do get to write what i want and so i did. i’m sorry for making it seem like i’m selling myself short… i apologize… and i apologize for dragging you into this when you don’t want to and when you don’t need to be involved… here’s the deal… new years was awesome… a very good new year… had aneliya, athena, shelli, roo, kira and chris at my house for a little while… but then it turned into just me athena shelli and aneliya… we chilled watched some movies and then we listened to some good music and played risk… lots and lots of fun… no drama… none… everyting is good… things are good again… me and athena talked and we’ve come to a conclusion that we’re going to take a break… and figure ourselves out… and when i say that i mean that i’m going to figure myself out for a while… so from now until… ??? i’ll be single… but we’re going to be okay… we are okay… it’s good. okay.. that’s all the shit about last year… i’m done… for a while… one of the 2 new years resolutions i made for the new year…. 1) no more OD… i’m not going to write anymore because honestly, OD causes way too much drama, and i can’t say i’m not part of that and i definetly want to make drama a non-existent part of my life… so good bye OD… second resolution… no more dating out of my age group…

everyone got that laugh out of their system? good.

i’m serious… i have to stay in my own age group… for lots of the obvious reason and the same reason why no more OD… drama… the important people know where my feelings are and everythign is going to be talked out with everyone that needs to be talked to… hopefully… and if this entry causes more drama i apologize again… i honestly didn’t mean to. just telling the truth.

peace folx.

Josh.