April 4, 2004

dear lostandfoundagain…

stay lost. and stop reiterating already known facts. it gets annoying. better yet, if you don’t have anything constructive to say, just don’t say anything. i don’t know what your problem is with Josh, well, actually i do, but that’s not the point. are you taking some type of pleasure in trying to make all his friends turn against him? or think he’s a bad person, or something of that sort. because that’s just uncool. anyways… let the man alone. as far as i can tell he doesn’t harbor any ill will towards you, so why are you doing this to him? is it jealousy? are you pissed off because he found someone that could love him more than you ever did? that doesn’t guilt him into staying in the relationship? that doesn’t remind him off the mistakes he made, which he has apologized for, and which you never forgave him for? or are you done caring about it and just want to be the raging bitch that you’ve been known to be in the past? i’d really like to know because then maybe it could explain some of the things that confused me so damn much. I personally don’t understand why he wants to be your friend, or wants to keep you as a friend or whatever. I think he should just scrub you off and forget about you, but hey, i’m not him so, i can’t say how his mind works. so. ya. just wondering.

hiyas! just droping in and checking things out.. i hope things get better with this josh charecter..unless you dont want them to then i hope he stops being dumb

aesthetical

April 5, 2004

girls can be quite vindictive cant we

I feel special, my own entry. And you’ll never know how much I loved you. And still do. Why would I still be trying if Ididn’t deeply love you? But maybe you jsut don’t see it, because you were blinded by Athena, think about who was better for you and who took care of you. Yea, that was me.

I mean for Josh

I’m sure it’s going to take a lot more than all of this for Josh’s friends to turn against him. They know what’s going on and seeing as they’ve stuck by him so far…I’d say that they’ll be there through a lot more. ¤Mika¤

I think I agree with Mika… If his friends haven’t left him thus far though everything.. they’re not going to… it will take a lot more to drive them away from him.

*WiKiD*PyNk*

April 6, 2004

hmmm….i hope things get better…

I agree with Mika too. Josh’s friends are going to stick by him through thick and thin. They can’t be shrugged off by some girl’s mean comments. They care about Josh way too much for that. 🙂

You knew what I meant and you even corrected me! Yay! I am so happy!! 🙂 I edited my entry just for you! Thank you. 🙂 And remember..I AM a banana!! 🙂 (I still can’t believe you knew what I was talking about! You made me so happy! 🙂 )

if you loved him and still do, and all tha jazz you say, why doesn’t he feel it, or see it, and why don’t you just come right out and say it to him. just be like “i do love you” or whatever works.