sup peoples?

 

Still NO word from the Isles. It’s been three days and no one has called to let me know if I still have a job or not.

I kind of need to pay bills here! I can’t just be sitting around wondering for a week. It SHOULD NOT take this long to figure out if they’re going to can me. I mean COME ON!

I’m thinking if I’m going to get a new job I want a third/first shift job. And in order to be available…. I kind of need to know if I still have my full time job.

My finger tips are all cracked and dry… probably from handling hot plates for 40 hours a week. Not to mention microwaving burritos and sandwiches on Monday-Wednesday.

I guess Sarah got written up the other day for eating in the kitchen. And on her response she wrote “I saw Chef eating chips, so I though it was okay”

I thought it was funny. Especially since Chef is usually good about making sure no one sees him doing stuff like that.  But he’s The Chef, you don’t mess with him.

My dad came over this morning to tell me that everyone is morning my maybe termination, but then again, who knows? Maybe they will keep me solely for the purpose of winter, Since everyone’s going back to school. I’m really thinking of just calling them and saying “I Quit” To fuck them all up.

I still want to know what’s going on. I don’t want to “quit” if I’m not getting fired…. because then there would be no point.

Maybe I should just quit anyway. Fucking stupid-ness! I just tried calling Angelo again and no answer. I didn’t leave a message, since I left one earlier.

It’s fucked up. Do they HAVE to investigate? Can’t they just give me a god damned answer?  Do bills mean anything to you, or rent?! Jesus!

I guess Archie doesn’t have to worry about money, since he just has to make decisions, he gets all the money. That’s fucked up too. People that do the most work should get paid more than the people who just make a yes or no decision.

I drank the last two nights in a row, and I’ve lost weight. We had no food in the house when this happened, and no extra cash. So here I am wasting away, not knowing if I have a job. I can’t spend the money in my bank since we still owe rent money from last month (because Jeff just HAD to pay the damn car off so quick)

We’re so screwed right now. And if the Isles thought I had attitude then, you should see me now. No food, no pot, only a few cigarettes…. I’ve been a bitch. I can feel this monster inside of me clawing its way out. I’ve been trying to sleep as long as possible… so I’m not so hungry.

Actually yesterday I went to the Mobil to buy a pint of milk to make Mac and cheese. Today I think I’ll de-frost the ground beef in the freezer to make Hamburger Helper.

And that will be the very last of the food in the house. *sigh*  -_-,

I organized all my Cds yesterday… That was fun… I guess.

I also re-vamped the computer from black and green to a nice blue on blue. Jeff likes it.

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I think I’m done writing for today… I just have to clear my mind… oh how I wish that a magic pot plant would appear… then a nice fruit salad tree. Right in my back yard. That would be great…

A girl can wish though, right? Lol.

See you all later

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