I’m so worried about my aunt right now

I’m worried about my aunt right now because she has cancer. Every time I think about her, I start crying. I always think she’s going to die or something. It’s too painful to even think about. I tried to talk to my mom, but all she does is yell at me for even thinking about her. My dad doesn’t do anything. I had this bad dream about my aunt getting shot and everyone else thinking it was me, but it wasn’t me, it was one of my aunt’s friends. I’m scared, depressed, angry and Mad about this. I’m afraid my mom might throw me out the house because of this. I was crying all day today. My mom yelled at me and told me it was no big deal. It’s a big deal to me, she’s my aunt, and I’m concerned about her health. I wanted to go down to her house with my aunt and uncle for Martin Luther King Day, but my mom says it’ll overwhelm her because she has the flu and the Chemo makes her feel like she has the flu. I want to do something, but I don’t know what to do. I want to go down, but My mom wants me up here. She tells me to keep a good thought, but I want to do something more.

Girl Power!!

Lauren