No judgement

Ya’ know one thing I will say I’m proud to have experience addiction in some kind in life and I say have because I’m still struggling today. I wake up and I feel like I’m cold but hot at the same time. My muscles ache like my bones want to get out of me. Mouth is dry. People are very judgemental. Most people are I mean. But at least I’m going through this to know not to judge people that look different or act a different way or obviously are struggling  I mean let’s be real when I see or imagine seeing myself I can just easily see it on me . But of course there’s people that can hide so well. Anyways I learn no to judge anyone because I don’t like to be judge for what it’s like in my life right now. What I’m experiencing.. Its a terrible way to live and no one wants to live like it. I’m reminded everyday of what I am missing out on. The child I could have, or the degree I could’ve obtained.. the career I could’ve gotten if only I would’ve done better in the past anyways the whole point is I know not to judge people now because I see how I feel when I feel like I’m looked at different. It’s a sad feeling.