Jobless and hopeless now

Everyday it was feeling the same. Id do 9 to 5 Monday through Friday and started just feeling miserable after a year of it. My boss was one of the worst people I’ve ever worked for and always made me feel like nothing. Everybody was treated differently there based on how popular you were and such. One person has to clock out on their lunch break and the other person stays clocked in. Free lunches for some people while others use the employee discount like “supposed” too. I know there are problems like this everywhere and that’s why I just stayed but then I woke up one day and just cut the rope I’ve been hanging, drifting onto for 3 years feeling the blisters gathering on the palms of my hands. Id get there late everyday because I was so tired of this same old thing. I don’t regret it even though I’m still tired and probably will be for years to come even though I’m only 25 I feel 51. Or how I feel like a 51 year old might feel like. I’m just so tired. I wish I could feel happier again.