Help

I struggle with an eating disorder for about 6 years now. It’s went up and down over periods of time how bad it is. Right now I just starve all day and if I have anything it’s coffee or at night time and I end up getting sick. It’s detoriated my body. My teeth are basically falling out and my body aches. I’m constantly tired and I’m just stuck. Along with that I have another addiction that I’m battling against which takes my money and has left me with nothing really. No motivation. Nothing. I used to love walking, playing with my dog, drawing and reading and playing games. I haven’t done that In many many months now. I’m trying but it’s just so so hard and you feel so so alone. Your mood always goes up and down. I was just crying from the pain not long ago in my car. I don’t know why besides that..