waiting to exhale

So i did it this morning, told him i wanted out.. thats probably one of the hardest things ive had to do.
but im so glad its over, what a relief!!

he texted me a lot after saying he misses me already but i held my ground this time and didnt give in.

omg im free of him… feel like i just got out of prison, but theres also this sense of loss that i have, mourning another failed relationship.. thanks everyone for your words of encouragement i know i can do much so better.

next subject**

work has been good so far, no longer feel like a no0b, know my way around the office, even made a new friend there named Eva shes a year younger than me and has a son around my age. shes a vets assistant.

i dont have alot of female friends, actually i only have 1 in real life so its a big step for me to hang out with someone new, shes seems cool tho.

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i was flipping channels and came across one of my fave movies, the pre-cocaine days of whitney houston, i loved her in that movie, wish i could find the soundtrack i had for it back in the day.

nic =)

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April 28, 2008

im glad you feel better.im glad you’re liking your job so far and yay for a new friend!

April 28, 2008

Well, now that you’ve let him go, you’re only making yourself more available to bigger and better things/relationships 🙂

April 28, 2008

Glad you had the strength to let go! 🙂 It’s hard, but you did it. Glad work is well. YAY for a new friend. Oh, I think we’d all give anything to have the old Whitney back, what a sad way to waste such an enormous talent :-/

April 28, 2008

I know what it’s like to get out of a bad relationship and what it’s like to have to hold on even though you feel like you want to give back in. I applaud you for standing your ground. It was hard for me, too, but I came out on the other side. Hold strong and keep your convictions. You’re already headed for a better life. Blessed be.

April 28, 2008

ex boy to the next boy! :0)

April 28, 2008

Glad things are going well at work. It’s always cool to be friends with a coworker, makes the day go by much faster!!

April 29, 2008

I love that movie. I can just watch it over and over. It probably wasn’t pre-cocaine for Whitney though. lol. It might’ve just still been new to her.

April 29, 2008

i’m glad you did it! i know it’s hard, it’s been just over a month since matt and i broke up and it still hurts, but it does get easier as time goes by. Yay for new friends and liking your new job, glad things are going good for you!

April 29, 2008

I am sorry for your relationship being over, but at the same time I know how your feeling. Glad you are enjoying your new job and settling in nicely. I don’t have many girlfriends either, like 4 and we are a pretty tight group. We do almost everything together. Hope you have a great day, and *chuckles* at the pre- cocaine Whitney days!!

April 29, 2008

I heard whitney is really at the end of her career. She has had a really bad performance a little bit ago and her voice was GONE! It’s so sad. I miss the old Whitney too. =(

April 29, 2008

glad you feel relieved. see it wasn’t THAT bad right? they were playin waiting 2 exhale A LOT like a month ago. i still haven’t seen that movie all the way straight thru-from beginning to end. i dont have many girl friends either, so it’s always good to make a new one! 🙂

April 29, 2008

Good for you for leaving Drago!

April 29, 2008

aw yay Im so proud of you hun! that’s awesome you finally did it. hehe. yay for new friends too!