so discouraged

I bombed the interview for the airport job today, pretty sure my social anxiety issues got in the way..

I was pretty much told i wasnt the right *fit* for the job… aka ‘we dont want you’

So needless to say im a little depressed right now, came home and just layed down after.. i called Drago to vent a little but he was caught up with work, he did try to cheer me up a little, gave me some advice.. ill give him that much..

after that happened i am seriously considering going back to school for my bachelors degree, maybe trying a different profession, nursing or something health related.

I just feel so lost right now, i could really use a miracle.. this coming from the agnostic chic lol. *sigh*

at this point ill take any type of job, i just need to find something soon- my mom and I are not on good terms right now, shes been the queen b of all b’s lately so ive been trying to avoid her, which is impossible when u stay together.

i just have to get out of here.. whatever it takes..

my son is off from school tomorrow and we were supposed to go to therapy tomorrow but i canceled when i got back home today.

im just not in the mood for that.. hell i should go to school to be a therapist as much money as she has made off of me they make a pretty good living.

anyway.. im just gonna mope around the house for the rest of the day.. im out

nic

ZiggyStardust

March 20, 2008

awe, i’m sorry! hope tomorrow is better for you!

swthrt elle

I’m sorry about that position. Maybe it isn’t a bad idea to go back to school, esp. b/c your son is in school too, there’s time to do whatever you want (for the most part).

PrettyPrincesa

Aww, I’m sorry, that sucks. Maybe something better will come along. Nursing school is a good idea (you know I’m a nursing student myself). You can get a good stable job with an associates in nursing. *hugs*

~*MaMa_BeAr*~

March 21, 2008

aww that sucks about the job hun! something will come along just wait. hehe. going back to school may not be a bad idea. I am looking into it myself. dont know what I would take but hey can’t go wrong with making yourself more smart right? hopefully you get out of that place soon. B mother’s can drive ya nuts! *hugs*

Nobodies Girl

Awww..hugs girlie!! I know the feeling!! I wish I could do something for you, I got a spare room even thought it’s a tad far away!!

NIKI B

Baby girl, it’ll be ok. Something will come along that will be just right for you. Hang in there. Going back to school is a good idea. I am actually planning to do that myself.

.x.Abby.x.

aww i’m sorry to hear that, if i could give you elyses eyelashes to cheer you u up i would hehe. i’m sure something will come along soon enough just keep ur head up x x

songbird4you

Baby girl stay positive…..you’ll get a job…..you gotta try to stay calm during the interview.

Miss Adia

Sorry the interview didn’t go the way you wanted. Something will fall into you lap.

Rebel Scum

March 23, 2008

Hopefully there’s something out there that’ll help you calm your nerves!!!!!!! All I know is, never drink soda before something important like a test or a job interview. It just makes you more nervous!!!!!!!!!!!