damn jehovas witnesses

nothing against them, although i personally despise organized religion, but they came knocking at my door at 8am.

Yes you heard that right, 8! on a Saturday?? have they lost their damn minds.

I was sleeping good too, ugh. they handed me their little reading materials and I shut the door, couldnt go back to sleep after that so i made breakfast, woke elijah up.

took the dog out for a walk, and now ive just been chillin most of the day. cleaned up our rooms, watched tv, checked email, the usual.

His spring break is officially over,  he will be back in school Monday! thank gawd, love the kid, but he was kindof a handfull this week.

I just got through watching a really sad/disturbing/creepy movie online called The Mist.

 the ending was just heartwrenching for me, just the movie as a whole- how ppl can turn on one another..human nature at its worst. think its gonna stay with me for awhile…

*next subject*

I did get a call from Drago not too long ago.. hes working again.. i swear he’s going to work himself to death. but i cant hate him for that, atleast he has a job, even though he pretty much lives there. smh*

sometimes I dont know why I love him, I just know i do. something i hadnt felt before with a guy, not this deep.

it isnt puppy love, or just something i thought was love but really wasnt.. this is full on, head over heels, wanting to spend the rest of my life with this person type of love.

but just because you love someone doesnt necessarily mean you *fit* with that person as well, it was kindof a toxic situation before. now we’re kindof getting back on track… i guess only time will tell.

i’m craving oatmeal now. but i always mess it up, i like how my mom makes it but unfortunately she’s at work.

we’ve been civil towards eachother lately, no arguments over money etc. i guess thats a plus.

hope every1 is having a nice weekend=)

nic