who am i??? do you kno…
well, its summer break. i’m in NC with my family, visiting my niece and nephew mostly. its ok so far. gotta lot on my mind, got lpenty of time to think, reflect, and evaluate things.
who am i? who hav i become? how did i get here? where am i?
hav i just excepted things i shouldnt hav and settled and become someone i’m not suppose to be?
have i been hiding from people behind this wall and in this shell so long that its become a part of who i am? and i’ve lost myself in it all?
am i so good at hiding the real me, i’eve hidden him from myslef? where is he? how do i begin to look for him?
can anyone help me? do you kno?
searching…
RYN: thank you very much for your support. =] okay…i know what you are talking about. i know its hard to find yourself when you have hidden yourself behind a wall for so long. I did it for years and years. I cant tell you how to find yourself, you have to do it on your own. The only way i can help is to tell you to STOP thinking about it so much, but make a conscious effort not to hide.
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cont’d. you have not lost yourself. thats not possible. you just have to be willing to find out who it is that you have been hiding all along. For me, i had to find out the reason why i was hiding, and DEAL WITH IT, before i could be myself around people. Youre obviously hiding something if you are hiding behind your wall, so just figure out exactly what it is you are hiding and deal with it.
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Aww.
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