who am I

who am I?
who am I that you are mindful of me?
who am I to go to you? to talk to you? to pray to you?
who am I to call on you?
who am I to lean on you?
who am I that you love me? in spite of me. in spite of my flaws, faults, mistakes, mess-ups, sins, mess, failures, and everything else?
who am I to speak your name?
who am I to lead others to you?
who am I to speak your words? to read your word? preach your word?
who am I that you speak to me?
who am I that you never give up on me?
who am I that you gave your son for me and my sin?
who am I that you gave your life for me?
who am I that you hear me? listen to me?
who am I that you allow me to live, breath, and take up space?
for, when I look at me I see the real me. how can you look at me and see anything but?
I am not worthy. not good enough.
who am I?