when will my reflection show

who i am inside?

i mean, wll anyone ever see or kno who i truly am inside. what i really am feeling and thinking.

i was talking to a friend today and she asked me a qwestion about some things i was sayin and it made me think alot about who i am, why i say and do some of the things i say and do, and why i make some of the decisions and choices i make.

i realize that i have let my past keep me from showing people me. i always talk about bein yourself, bein happy with yourself, and things like that. but i am never myself, so i guess that makes me unhappy with myself. i mean i’m happy with who i really am, but no one sees that person.

i dont wanna get into to deep, because it makes me emotional and i dont feel like getting emotional right now. but i guess i’m gonna spend this vacation reflecting trying to figure it all out.

until next time…