I’m Sorry

well, i was up again late last night (til 5am). just laying there thinking and stuff. thinkin about my life and recent events. i try to help others with no regard to helping myself. i’ve always been this way. i dunno wat to do.

but i do apologize to every person i’ve hurt, confused, or even made aorse by my medling and so-called "help".

i dunno if i’m important enough to myself to help myself.

i’ve always cared about others and not myself, but that selfish attitude has messed up people and things in my past and present and if i’m not carefull and stop or change it  could affect people in my future.

i just wanted to say sorry and i’m gonna figure somethin out. you are my friends and i dont wanna lose you. but i dont wanna make things worse. ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY, even if that means i cant be a part of your life. your happiness is more important than me being in your life. i am and will always be here anytime of anyday. but i’m gonna stop medling and making things worse. love you all

i’m sorry!!!