2/18/07

wow, so where do i begin…

* listening to "Knocks me off my feet" by- Stevie Wonder (the best version of the song)*

anyway…
let’s begin from the begining. only thing is this begining goes back to lastnight. ok, first of all… i dont have guy friends, but for some reason i have some here at school. its ok, i guess. we get together everynight and have a bible study and share about stuff (keeping in mind that i dont really share much about myself with anyone). then on the weekends we tend to watch movies, or go out, or something, since we dont have classes in the morning. well, lastnight one the guys didnt feel like going to his room, so he pulled out our extra mattress and went to sleep in the floor. i was suppose to go to church this morning, but when i woke up the fact that he was still in my floor bothered me. plus, i dont like leavin people other than my roommate in my room. so i didn’t go, matter of fact i went no where, i didn’t even get out of the bed, until he was out of my room. then he goes and changes and comes right back to my room. OMFG!!! i mean, i have to have a roommate, so i cant get away from him sometimes. but extra folk its like D-A-M-N!!! can i breath? can i have some space? so that pissed me off and started off my suck ass day.

then, because i let that keep me in the bed, i missed luch in the cafo. so then we had to get a ride from one of the other guys to go get some food. well, i figured since we was out i would go get my medicine. BAD IDEA!!! see, i just got the insurance, so i dont have my insurance card yet. so, i call my mommy (yes i said mommy) and got the information from her. first, i go to wallgreens and this new chick gives me all kinds of heck. i speand about 15 minutes in there and dont get anything, but a headache. so i walk across the street and go to Eckerd’s. i tell my bois go get some food and come back and get me. well, the guy there is african and can barely speak english. i go through crap for about another 15 minutes, but this time we call the insurance company. so i tell my bois go back to campus, i’ll walk. i like to walk, plus i needed that alone time. so about  an hour later i get my medicine and start to walk back to campus

then, one of my friends calls me talkin about she think she fallin for this chick. WOW!!! she was just tellin me she wanted us to be together. but she was like "well, your so far away and she’s here, plus i like attention and she’s giving it to me." so i’m like "ok." then she tells me the girl cut her off, over some bull and that she doesnt know why she’s jealous. she doesn;t like girls. but this girl and all the attention she was gettin from her did something to her. i said  "YEAH!!! it turned your ass lesbian" i mean most girls i know that are like that are like that, because they lookin for love, attention, affection, and someone to care. they dont care who does it or gives it to them. so anyway, she says she needs to focus on why she’s in school and not let it get to her. so she had to go braid hair, and we hung up.

then i walk back to school, maybe a 30 or 45 minute walk. it was nice. then i get back to my room and find out these guys didnt even think to get me any food. WTF!!! but i shoulda known better than to think they would think about me.

i been BS’n wit finishing this paper, but come to find out even though i missed class all week, i’m further along than most of the class. dang!!! what do they be doin? i been stuck in my bed most of the week and i’m almost done. i juat have to type my conclusion after i finish this entry. man, i tell you what, goin back to school after all these years is a beast. but at least i’m here, i guess. thats what people keep telling me anyway.

well, thats been my day minus some internal and personal stuff. i’m not good at sharing that.. so maybe some other time. i do have like three more entry ideas i’ll get to sometime soon.