Writing My Memories or Writing a Rhyme
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Current Music: O.A.R. – Black Rock
What’s going on my friends? So it’s been what, four days since I wrote last? LOL, lets see what has happened since then….
Cousin
On Sunday before I left my brother’s house, well Randy got out of work at 5, so it was right around that time. He texts me and is like Jean and Baldo’s daughter says hi. And i’m like uhmmmm Kaydene? Because I couldn’t think of the other one for some reason. And he said no, too old and then was like it’s Judy, actually. So I was like ohh yeah ok cool, nowwww where did you see her? LOL.
Apparently he works with her! WTF. So yeah he was telling me the story. Cuz I asked how the connection between him and me with her came up. His response…"well it all started with chiles". Blahaha. And i said "and you mentioned I was from New Mexico"….."Yup". Blahaha, good times, yo 
I’ll give you all the short version of that situation. She’s not *really* my cousin, but we’ve grown up with them and it all started with my dad’s side of the family. Her grandfather was my grandmother’s step-father. So her dad and my dad grew up together, so in turn all of us grew up together. You know, small town shit. lol. Kaydene is the oldest, then there’s Judy and they have a brother Bucky who also lives here in Tucson. So yeah, fun.
Still More Issues
When I got to my brother’s house on Sunday, I had to get on the computer and up my Food Production in my Evony city because I had trained a lot of troops and it went -48,000 or so. So I was like CRAP. And I was trying to get some of it done while the kids were still asleep, which I usually only get on there while the kids are asleep.
Well Bryson got up first and I got him some cereal and then when Paris and Amerie woke up, Paris brought her computer into the bedroom and was in there with her and Bryson and then Harmony woke up shortly after that. So all four of them were sitting there in the bedroom with me watching stuff on Paris’ computer. So I just carried on. Didn’t think anything of it.
Well whatever the day came to an end, came home and made food. I don’t even remember what we had for dinner that night, but yeah we were eating and I talked to my mom and then I got a text from my brother.
Matt – Hey Silly question, but were you able to get on the computer?
Now…every time my brother texts me and wants to know something or is trying to go the roundabout way to blame you for something, he says "silly question, but…" So instead of texting him back, I called him. He probably didn’t expect that. Well I was like yeah I was on the computer. I had to build my city back up, bla bla bla. Well he was like oh, cuz I know both accounts are password protected and stuff. I was like yeah…you gave me your password like….a year and a half ago dude. WTF?
He was just like oh yeah I kind of remember that. Ok, no worries, that’s fine, THE KIDS were just wondering. It’s like I’m in fucking elementary school or a damn child because every time something happens over there, the kids "tell on" me. Whenever they don’t get their way especially. Paris is the one that does it. the other two don’t give a shit. But Paris omg. She has even text or called the wench about something that I did, I don’t remember what it was, but I know Matt asked me about it. I was like REALLY? WTF.
It’s really annoying.
Relationship Stuff
I don’t know where to start here really. We’re doing good, I will say that. There’s just obvious tension because of money situations and then his job situation. *sigh* I’m so frustrated for him and I can’t even imagine how he feels. I’ve mentioned it before, but I’ll mention it again just for the sake of this entry and if you are new or whatever. He’s been with Home Depot for like 5 years now and when he was in Cali, he was a Department Supervisor. Well when he moved out here, he took a paycut, stepped down from that position. Well, since he’s been able to, he’s been trying to get promoted again, back to Dept. Supervisor.
He even went so far as to apply at at different store (The Oro Valley Store) which was a big fucking JOKE because they never even returned his calls regarding ANYTHING. Which is complete bullshit. At least have some professional courtesy to call someone back and say, look we offered the position to someone else, but we’ll keep you in mind if something else comes up. Especially if said person called idon’tknowhowmanytimes after the interview. I mean seriously. WTF. We even went up there one day. Urgh.
Anyway…so then he was like, I’m DONE with that store, they’re crap. Well apparently they were doing hirings IN-STORE which was good also. But he had his interview last Sunday and then he was on Vacation all last week. So he got back to work on Monday and they were like oh yeah we’ll know by Wednesday. Well, Wednesday night before he gets home, he’s like "I am so tired of Home Depot". I knew right away he either hadn’t gotten it or they just didn’t know yet.
So I just asked him what was up and he just said he hadn’t gotten the position, that they had passed over him YET AGAIN for it…based on the ANSWERS TO THE INTERVIEW QUESTIONS. Ok…here’s my fucking problem with that. I can understand how they can base something like that on a First-Time interview, because you obviously have no experience with them and they don’t know how well you work. But when you are hiring IN-STORE, don’t you think you would take a little more consideration into the Experience the person has and what kind of knowledge and What you know about how well this person works.
Apparently everyone was like telling him he should get it because of his experience and all of that other stuff,so wtf. I told him how the FUCK can a few questions mad a damn difference. It just baffles me.
So there’s that. The tension coming off of THAT is an issue, then there’s the tension because I can’t help with anything because I don’t have any income other than the little bit I get from my brother…which immediately goes towards any bills we have. And that leads to another issue. Today is Friday. He’s off. He was off yesterday as well. But these last two days, I have spent them sitting at home alone because he has been gone. Yesterday he was out helping his dad with the Vending Machine Route. That’s fine, all is good. Apparently, his brother was with them too but fell asleep halfway through. WTF. It still makes me sick how he is the ONLY one that his dad can depend on. ugh.
Then today when I got up he tells me, well I gotta get in the shower because Conrad will be here soon. And I was like hmm ok? And he says "we’re going comic book shopping". Fantastic. Then his next comment is what gets me. he says "it’s important to do things separately when you’re in a relationship". Yes. that’s all well and good, but I wish he would understand something. I was like oh…well I don’t have anything to do. He’s like why don’t you text Alisha? Uhm because it’s Friday and she’s at work.
If I had known he was gonna do this I could have possibly gone to NM with my brother because it has been a LONG time since I have been home. Uhm….what was that….like sometime in May? I don’t even remember. Blah….
What he doesn’t realize is that I don’t have the luxury of being able to go out and just do something like that because sure I may not buy something, but at some point you know there might be that whole hungry thing. I don’t have money for food, I can’t go to lunch with people, I can’t go out for coffee with people. And he was like well what about Tomorrow? Sure maybe I could hang out with her tomorrow…if she’s not also working tomorrow. But then that throws her plans into limbo because of her BF.
So yeah I dunno I’m just like, I need to figure out a money situation to where I have a little bit of spending money for just myself. But I don’t know what good that would do because I can’t go anywhere anyway without a damn car. Yes, obviously, I know I could take the bus, but I am SO tired of that being my only option and that takes HOURS to get anywhere, especially if I want to go to the OTHER malls or other side of town. oh my god. i’ll spend my whole damn day on the bus. blah.
Other than that, everything is ok…aside from what I mentioned in the FO Entry. Which…I still don’t really know what to do about that because it’s just weird but yeah. *sigh*
Money, Pills, Etc.
I have been calling my Dr.’s office for like a week now trying to figure out where the fuck my paperwork is for my pills. But they are not returning my calls. It’s so damn annoying. I called today to speak with the Dr.’s Assistant because that’s who you talk to…and she’s out of the fucking office until Tuesday. So…Yeah….I have to order my pills from Walgreens AGAIN this month. That’s like another $45…they’re $25 through the prescription assistance thing, $20 is $20. And the Maxalt…that’s free. Since I’m not taking the Topamax anymore I don’t have to worry about that one. BLAH It’s fucking frustrating as HELL.
My computer is slowly dying, as is my phone. So I may be off the grid at some point. Meh. We’ll see how long each one lasts. And I only have like a week left on my OD+ subscription which I dunno even if I want to renew that. Meh, but I’m not about to jump ship like a bunch of other people and go to the other site that everyone is talking about. I have been here since 2001…the site has gone down countless times…but they always fix it. It might not always be in a timely manner, but it always gets fixed. So yeah, not jumping ship. blargh.
Amerie’s 2nd birthday is coming up, that’s on the 21st. But they’re having the party on the 1st of September. Let’s see if my parents are able to come because, surprise surprise, the car is giving them issues. Ugh.
Then I have to give my 30 day notice…which I’ll type out and print over at my brother’s house. Then we were supposed to go look at another apartment complex today, but obviously that isn’t gonna happen. So yeah. meh…whatever, i gotta go to the Storage Unit place and see if they got the fax from Farm Bureau. Ugh. morons…. Have a good one my friends….
