Who I am is who I want to be…..

I am who I want to be, mostly. It’s just the person I am wants to share his life with someone that loves him.

I’ve said before that the clothes and hair were just me trying to blend. I really don’t have a style of my own except I don’t like sleeveless (on me), so I honestly don’t care what I wear.  I would have started concentrating on the weight eventually, my attraction for you just nudged me on.

As far as the coming over part, I’m always afraid I’ll be imposing. That’s probably something else my parents did to me.

I’ve got more to say, please don’t stay away. The bad times come and go, and if you stay away they’ll never be gone for good. I want you to be there, and if a time comes when I need to walk away for a little while I will, but know it’s not to hurt you, it’s to keep from hurting you.