Starts off a little gross

Well, my face is swollen and my eyes have dark circles under them but I feel better now. Yep, puked my guts out again. I’ve felt it coming on all day I was just hoping I was wrong. I probably shouldn’t have eaten anything at all today but then it would have been dry heaves and they are so much worse. All I was doing was standing on my porch looking at the moon in a cloudless sky when all of the sudden I’m leaning over the railing like I’m a sailor on the fourth day of a three-day pass.

I wish someone could tell me what’s causing this. It started four years ago and then stopped after I got over the pneumonia. It just started again this past October or so and I’m really sick of it. At least once a month I’ll have to put up with this, but this is twice in the past ten days. I drank a couple of glasses of water but I’ve still got that awful taste in my mouth. I want to see if I can keep the water down though before I drink anymore. I don’t know if it’s just me but water by itself coming back up seems to hurt more.

I go to the therapist for the first time tomorrow. I filled out my “new patient” paperwork for the third time in the past two weeks. For crying out loud, all the patient records are stored in the same computer so why do I have to keep filling out these forms? And why, after I’ve spent fifteen or twenty minutes giving as detailed a medical history as I can provide on their form, do the nurses come in and spend ten minutes asking me the SAME QUESTIONS? It’s enough to make you crazy(er).

My teeth taste horrible; I’m getting some water now.