I have got to lose this weight again

I maxed out July of 2016 at 366lbs. I was disgusted with myself, I had no idea it had gotten that bad. As of September 2017 I was down to 266 when my plan stopped working. I guess it’s only good for 100lbs at a time or something, though my weight loss coach insisted that it would keep on working as long as I was on it. I had been within five pounds of that weight since May 2016 and they kept insisting I was at fault and doing something wrong even though my food diary was 100% accurate and 100% on-plan. They switched things up for two or three days at a time, and I would lose three or four pounds but always re-stabilize at 266, so I went off my plan for just a bit.

I’m back up to 307 as of this morning, down from 313 last Friday. I’m back on my plan but no longer with my coaches because they wanted me to buy more weeks even though the plan was obviously not working for me anymore. I’ve got all the instruction sheets and menus they sold me, and the plan does seem to be working again, but I need some help with accountability. I plan to post every Friday, with my new weight, to keep me honest and keep me on my plan. I’m still down 66lbs from my heaviest, but my goal is 190, and it is going to be a long road. Hopefully this time next year I’ll be down to around 200 and I’ll be so close I won’t let myself get frustrated and quit again. I really want 180, but that looks too skinny on my frame (I’ve been as low as 165 as an adult, but that was because I wasn’t eating right or enough).

If y’all could help out with the occasional encouraging word I’d appreciate it.

Thank-you.