Hurting

Of all the things I believed in,
I just want to get it over with.
Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry,
Counting the days that pass me by.

I’ve been searching deep down in my soul.
Words that I’m hearing are starting to get old.
Feels like I’m starting all over again,
The last three months just pretend.

And I say: Good-bye to you
Good-bye to everything that I knew.
You were the one I loved,
The one thing I keep trying to hold on too.