Anxiety, and candy, and boyfriends, oh my!

OK, now the daily update. Thanks for helping me through the anxiety attack this morning, I really appreciate it. I didn’t know who else to call that could help me out by just “being there” even though you weren’t actually “there”. Thanks again. I hope that’s the last one, I shouldn’t still be having them.

For those of you that don’t know, I am on medication for depression, and one of the side effects of my medication is anxiety attacks, even in people who have never had them, like me. I’ve been on the medicine a month now, and haven’t had any since my first week, when I had two. If you’ve never had one I have to tell you they suck.

And for you, my friend, be reassured that it was strictly my medication and had nothing to do with you.

I did three miles today, and cut two minutes off my first split time, but I paid dearly for it and lost it on the last return leg. I was three minutes ahead at my last split, but lost it all on the way back up the hill past the vet and ended up with my normal forty-five minute total time. Surprisingly it wasn’t my legs that were hurting: it was my chest. It was an all-over muscle wall pain, nothing localized, I wasn’t having a heart attack or anything.

Thanks for letting me know that was Amanda, I was getting a little curious. I did see you after our conversation, but you were having serious Sammie time and it is forbidden (by me) to interfere, so I didn’t. I hope the candy helped this morning, you seemed much more awake when I talked to you this afternoon. I hope you get plenty of sleep tonight, and I’ll see you tomorrow at work.