253. blah

 rough week long and dramatic.

i cried like three times over work.

fuck work sometimes.. ill have to explain a different day.

scottys in chicago.. working his 2 grand in a week.

he comes back tuesday. its been way too fucking long.

we were trying to get me to come over there and spend a day with him.

i was gonna scheme and call off work saying theres something wrong with my car.

but we both decided to save money. and work was being such assholes for wayyy too many other reasons.

when i was crying during work he texted me and asked what happened..

i told him it feels like were never gonna move in together.. i told him i wanted to sleep next to him and come home from the bullshit i go through at work.. and that i miss him and being whiney.. i was just so pissed.

he wrote back "dont worry about that shit.. we will be good by next year. i got a plan bay i always do. we;ll get through it."

=]

and then all the sadness goes away.

-L