228. lenny

number 227 is FO for a reason. i believe im going to make it private or just delete the entry. For the first time last night I was really happy.. i mean i couldnt stop smiling happy.. the night had an awesome ending.. and today i told a favorite about the details of the night.. and number 227 was the response i got.

my mood went from completely awesome. to completely not.

but anyway. on with the entry.

so.. at 80s i dont remember if i wrote that dumb crystal girl driver got fired on my birthday (6th) which was awesome! well right before i went up north i was with the owners girlfriend reading the schedule and this guy named adam. since the owners name is adam.. we changed his name to lenny. ((which is pretty weird because the owners girlfriend is named natalie so i would call her nelly.. and she always called me lenny to reverse it)) but anyway.. his name is lenny now because of his last night.

since he started the day i went up north i wasn’t able to meet him until sunday. when i came back to work saturday, i asked about him to see if he’d make the cut.. and natalie said he was really effing cute. =] thats a plus i guess. and weirdly enough when i had the day off on his first day i seen him driving.. just didnt exactly see what he looked like.

when i walked in on sunday he came right up to me and shook my hand and introduced himself.. he is SOOO cute. and talkative.. he was complimenting me left and right.. asking questions.. hes awesome..

i had overheard one night lenny announcing he is having a big blow out party which happens to be literally 4 houses down from wesley pipes house that i always hang out at. he invited the whole staff.

i said sure yeah.. cool.. ya know.. whatever.

then yesterday i had a day off so i could go to school. on my way home from school b nasty called me and wanted me to bring pizza so i stopped at work for a discount.. when i walked in.. i placed my order and a few minutes later he walked in behind me and went behind the counter.. i was talking to everyone.. and he comes up to the counter talking to me again.. hes soooooo cute omg. he asked me again if i was coming to his party.. and i said yeah.. so he offered me to take his number.. and i cheesed the entire time..

then i texted him.. while standing in the store waiting for food.. and he wrote back on his next delivery..

he told me we should smoke after he got off work if i was up for it.. uhh yeah of course..

so after b nastys i went to the bar. had a few beers.. i sat there by myself for an hour.. then 4 guys walked in who looked familiar.. well one or two did.. then the guy who looked familiar asked me if scotty was my boyfriend.. then the other three reminded me of a specific night how i met them.. i told the familiar guy that yes we’re still together.. and then they just got rowdy.. and i got uncomfortable as fuck due to the reason of how we all met.

i walked outside and texted scotty of who came in the bar and mentioned to him that i told them we were still together.. he told me that it wasn’t a problem and told me i could do whatever i wanted with them. i told him i was cashing out anyway and going home because obviously those guys are fucking assholes. i was uncomfortable as fuck anyway.. so i had to get the fuck out of there.

i went home and watched true blood to kill time before lenny came over to smoke. and dan (the other new driver) was trying to smoke too. so lenny told me it probably wouldnt happen til around midnight.. so i waited and waited.. then scotty.. continued to text me..

he asked me to come over for a few. so i pushed my drivers off to go see him. we talked a lot. i mentioned the new driver and he was asking me questions.. i wrote a lot of text messages to him telling him that i get he doesnt want to be with me anymore.. but then i dont understand why he wanted to see me.

he unclicked my seatbelt off me. and stretched his arms out.. so i laid on his chest and his arm came down over me.. he was comfy.. he kissed my forehead.. i was so tired already.. i just wanted him to go inside and go to bed.. and he called me drunk. um excuse me? i had three beers and one shot. GFY.

i shifted myself back on to my seat holding my head in my hands i was so tired.. he kissed me and hugged me.. then i could feel his dick getting hard. so i told him to go to bed. and i was tired.. and i was about to go smoke with the drivers and call it a night.

he unbuttoned my pants and fingered me crazy.. he didnt stop until i came. i started sucking him.. and when he got off he exploded. ive never felt his body shutter so much. it got all over him. he told me i didnt have to do that.. no big deal. i drank a shit ton of gatorade.. and he kissed me and hugged me again.. then he went inside.. and i raced home.

lenny was already at my house.. waiting for me.. dan came over.. we all blazed.. dan left.. i sat with lenny in his car.. he invited me to stay the night with him..

i was hesitant.. scotty crossed my mind.. but i took the offer.. he held me.. and when we kissed it was beautiful.. this guy is no joke.. i smiled the entire time.. when i laid on him.. he laughed to himself.. i asked what.. and he said nevermind and nothing.. i asked again.. and he told me his dick was really hard.. and he didnt know why..

when i told him i knew why.. he said its because of me.. and we kissed..

i stayed the night.. and slept with him..

i hate to compare him to scotty but i did. his dick is an inch smaller than scottys.. thats okay. his hands were all over me though..

and i get to work with him.. today =] we come in at the same time.

after we slept together i fell asleep. we slept without touching.. which was different.. he mentioned his previous relationship which was 2 and a half years.. i had mentioned mine.

i figured id feel easy like some cheap slut that just fucks anyone.. and i didnt want to come across that way.. but for some reason i dont think he thinks of me that way..

idk. i guess we will have to see what happens next

-L