199. gone EDIT***

well he left me last night around 8.

good for him.

-L

i dont really have time to update.. but ill fill you in.

scotty has no balls. rikki mustve licked his ass or something.. thursday him and i went out.. we went out out. he paid for all my drinks.. and got me so wasted to the floor. i blew him in my car. and sent him a huge text message at 5 in the morning telling him how much i love him.

well my happy ass went back to work (which is also a war zone). work has been giving me shit lately.. i mean SHIT. josh started talking shit to joe.. and joe called me upset in the ally asking if i said we banged and blah blah blah.

then adam the owner and i went at eachothers throats in text messages. i told him to just fire me if a stick is that far up his ass.. but he never fired me.. YET i did have a week off because he was a total douchebag cutting my hours.

anyway saturday i went in. and it was already blown over.. around 8pm i get in my car and i had a missed call from scottys phone under rikkis name. and a voicemail. i listen to the voicemail.. it said he was walking away and it isnt working and blah blah blah peace out..

he left it 8 minutes ago when i checked it. i called back and rikki answered the phone.. then she “babe phones for you” ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?!?!

L- yeah so youre dumping me? after we were just together thursday night? wow.

S- its too emotional.. its not working. ive been stressed out.

L- so tell me how I have been stressing you out. and what now you say youre going to help pay for my car.. let me guess you just expect me to do it.

S- i dont know what to tell you

L- is she licking your balls right now? GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S- goodluck.

he hung up. obviously rikki mustve been getting impatient.

so no more scotty.

Good news!

THERE IS MORE DRAMA to write about =] more dishhhhh.

I am ending this chapter.. time to start a new one. changing my diary up a bit. finally.. no more scotty.

but bullet points for tomorrows entry…

-I am going back to school April 2nd. =]

-JRS my fav bar is offering me a delivery position..

-The cook at jrs has a huge crush on me. and i did too.. a LOT

-but the bartender owns the bar and just last night he gave me an application and demanded i fill out. yeah i didnt ask

-and the bartender is SO fucking hot. so fucking hot.. the cook.. ehh.

-last night wesley pipes and i sat at the bar.. that bartender makes me melt.. and he wants me to leave 80s and work for him

-im not leaving 80s tho. nope. whatever it is ill swing it.

-ohh ya! names.. Bill the cook and Shawn the bartender… oh Shawn.

-Have to take my mother to cincinatti next tuesday.. 4 hours. i think uncle rich is comin with me.

-the most important bullet point of this whole thing.. is this one.. and the first one =] im hella excited..

diary is getting a make over.. and random how scotty lasted 199 entries. fag. i cant believe rikki made him call me and dump me through a voicemail.

how low can you go.

-L

PS I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!