May 19, 2011

102. dont bother talking to me anymore.

"linda?"
yes love..
"when you want to do 55 in a 25.. and get pulled over.."
what do you mean..
"im just tellin you.. because i love you.."
yes?
"when you get pulled over.. dont try to talk to me. i will ignore you.. for a very long time. im serious linda you can NOT handle another DUI and im stupid for letting you hit the joint"
ill be fine..
"you already made me cum.. i really am upset that i cant fuck you. because thats all i want to do right now. but i swear to god linda. you better follow the fucking rules. if i catch you drinkin and driving. im serious dont bother. when i find out youre in jail. were done."
ill follow the rules.
"and im taking you out tomorrow… so im serious can i trust you to drive home okay?"
yes. please dont fuck anyone
"do you know how beautiful you look tonight? do you know how fast you made me cum?.. you have nothing to worry about i promise"
okay.
"im going to check on you after and before your drug test. i cant believe you sometimes linda. youre being ridiculous"
im sorry.
"you need to follow probation. stop this linda."
i just hope you still love me.. even though i fuck up.
"i love you to death and you will break my heart if you go to jail. i WILL not stand that. you know this already"
okay.
"im serious linda. this isnt a joke. follow the rules. or were done."
i will i promise.. i swear
"goodnight. ill see you tomorrow"
goodnight.

tonights conversation. knew this was coming.

-L

♥Shelia

May 20, 2011

That’s not so bad. Hey, at least he really cares right?

ebin.

wait wait wait.. he’s been in trouble with the law himelf, has he not? while i can appreciate hes concern- absolutely! know your place. he’s very cute trying to keep you safe- but at the same time, remember to stand up for yourself. you are stronger than you think. i guess i just dont want to see you hurt. you deserve so much more happiness than you let youself have. xx.

.:beautiful:.

From personal experience, I don’t think he’s out of place at all. Yes, he’s made mistakes. But at the same time he’s obviously learned from them and is trying to help you to not do the same or worse. He’s looking out for you and your best interest, that’s what counts.

p.s. ryn: i knew the difference between the two corey’s, i just didn’t understand why you were getting mad at him when you hang out with his friends without him being around, too. i mean, i definitely understand either way though – we’re girls and we’re all more paranoid than we need to be most of the time! haha 🙂