“love is never enough.”

thats what i heard tonight. it doesnt matter that it was only in the movies. but what was said is the truth.

the truth is you can love someone to death and nothing will come of it. you can hand someone your heart, you can do everything you think you can do, and its still not enough.

the truth hurts. i think i always believed that if i loved someone then that would make up for it all, that that would equal out all the bad. i always bleived that love was enough, and as i get older, i find out that love isnt all there is.

sometimes you can just give and give, and recieve a little. and then you think that everything will work itself out, but that isnt what happens. sometimes things just arent meant to be. you have to work to find what is meant to be.

i think some people realize that they have something so good and it scares them, and i think that they find any reason that they can to get away from it. whether they truely think that it is the right thing to do or not.

you work to build something, and that work doesnt only take a little time. it takes years, and if you cant give it years then it will never work out. and quite possibly nothing will ever work out, not the way it should be.

some things can be so perfect, and from the outside they seem so wrong. and if you keep looking from the outside, soon everything you’re seeing will seem so wrong.

many, in time, lose focus of what it is they were trying to achieve in the first place, because they spent so much time looking at what wasnt happening instead of what could happen.

it doesnt matter to me if i make any sense or not. i make complete sense to myself, i know exactly what it is i am saying. and many others will too, one reason i dont want to post.

i havent written in a long time because i felt i didnt want anyone to know me, i didnt want to talk about my life anymore. but everyday comes and goes, and i feel like i have more to say than i did the day before. and i have no one to say them to, so i will begin saying them to my diary again.

im a different person now. much has happened that has changed, and im glad for it. if you cant give something a chance, then you’ll never know what it could have been.

and i dont want to live my life always wondering, what would it have been like if….

you know the sentence, everyone has it.

well anyhow, i will be going now.