i can get back on.

the events over these past few months have been overwhelming. overwhelming, what an understatement.

yet i take it in stride. like an experience pain. it’s horrible to feel that way. something that used to make me cry for days, now just barely grazes my memory the next day.

i don’t think it’s healthy to be so physical. i’ve got to be migrating all my thoughts and fears into something, and i sure hope it isn’t sex.