where do I start

I am sitting at Global gossip in the city and trying to update my iPhone,
I say try, because this is the 3rd time that I have tried to update it, so we will see how we go.

Ike has been goine for only 5 days.
Its been so long, the days aren’t moving fast at all, its just dragging on and taking forever.
He is ok.  I am prettu sure he isn’t missing me anywhere as near as what I am missing him, 
He is where he wants to be, and I am somewhere I hate to be.
I miss him so flipping much.  i just miss seeing his face and talking with him, he calling me Honeypants, and being able to touch him and look into his eyes.
Rushed phone calls just aren’t anywhere close to him being there.
I miss him, and I miss Rorge… no cuddle, no wet jowls rested on my arm, or knee, no big droopy eyes staring at me.
Mojo isn’t coping with me being away, he is crying for a good half hour after I get and clings to me madly, if I keave the house to put washing on, or something, he cries at the door.  its not like him, but he is 2 and has never been left alone, he has had either Cino, or then Rorge to be with.
He is missing his Poppa too…

Work is tedious.  I am barely going in and trying to do stuff to make the day go, then leaving as soon as its possible.
I hate it there.  I can’tt stand the idiots I work with on a daily basis, and people there  make me mad.

I am packing  agian, I can’t beleive that I am doing it all over agian.  This is like some cruel joke, one day, one day I keep saying that I will actually get to buy a house and settle down, there is nothing I lwould like more, so I really hope that Ike and I can get our asses into gear and try and buy a place this year.
Its never been a better time to buy.
And I am so sick of doing this…
its such a massive effort moving, and packing,  and this is the 31st time in 34 years that I have had to do it.
Its got to stop.

Really nothing much to report.
I am alone.
I MISS HIM!
Love him,
hate work,
hate packing,

Nice to see the sun shining again in Darwin, but.
Wish I didn’t have to listen to the Veronicas on repeat… should have brough earphones…

Ok..
Must go..

~KIPPER~