sail through the changing ocean tides

Hey ya!

So..
Lets see.

I’m working hard.
I’m back to being completely single.  I just wasn’t feeling it, & oh yeah lots of reasons… but the few weeks of having copious amount of sex was good.  It was very enjoyable being with a guy who could get hard on after hard on and liked to have sex 6-8 times a day.   lol.
So I’m not getting too old for that, but even that couldn’t keep me hanging on in the long term..

I have dropped another 3 kilos this week.  I am walking alot.  I walk Mo in the morning, and then walk again later in the day.  Mo just can’t keep up, I don’t blame him, I am not the one walking in 35 degrees with a black fur coat on, poor little man.  So he gets the early morning walk, and I walk again in the afternoon.

I absolutley can not freaking wait to go back to Sydney.
Every Sunday afternoon Caedy and I spend a good hour or 3 on the phone, we each drink wine, and just talk and laugh, I have never laughed so much, like I do with her. 
It’s  funny that small handful of people that can come into your life and within hours your best friends.
I can count the people in my life that have been like that on one hand…. Justine, Sydney Steve, Jordy and now Caedy….  She is seriously like a pillar of all things good that girl.  She’s rainbows and unicorns and chocolate lindt balls all rolled into one.
Those rare people are like an extension of yourself.
Can’t wait to be lead astray by her.

Its the 10th March today. ( just )
Today is the day that I was actually due to give birth.

I am not really sure how I am feeling about that.

I don’t know.

Theres actually alot running through my head with this one.
But, I am just going to keep it all right there.  In my head.

I am sure Isaac doesn’t realize.
Pretty sure I wouldn’t even rate a vague thought on that.

yip.

Night.
Kip