fun to funky

Update…..

I haven’t talked to "ex Steve" since the day after his engagement, when he again asked me to send the divorce papers to him.
I just told him I didn’t have them.
Stuff it, he has a copy too, and I refuse to aid with this ridiculous plan on getting hitched… found out that she is only 24 as well.
Fuck me… ( Steve will be 40 this year)

He is really gullible, like would believe anything you told him.  He really is a nice guy, do anything for you… but if he wants to do this, then he is on his own, as far as the divorce papers and etc….

On the Dean note… all is well, but… god relationships are hard work sometimes.  
I know it doesn’t help that there is distance and there’s are good 5-6 weeks until we plan to meet up, but some nights I just can’t be bothered..

I’m not sure how I would go being in a full time relationship again.  
I have been officially single since June last year, unofficially probably about March…
Thats when I first figured out that he was cheating on me..

God.. I can’t put myself back into that frame on mind I was in this time last year… especially feeling like I had no where to go, and that was my main reason for not ending it with him at that time.

Its hard thinking about it. 
I was a thin presence of my usual self, going through the mental head fuck of that.

I have recently had a couple of dreams about Ike, and so for some reason, its dragged up a little of the past.
Anyway, enough time wasted on that…..

Work as defiantly picked up being Easter and its pissed down with nice sheets of that special tropical kinda rain, alllllll weekend, which is classic.  But the tourist’s are thick and hungry, so that’s awesome…
Working 7 days and won’t say no to the money..
Would love to be able to splurge on a couple of new dresses I have my eyes on.. lol.

I found a website that has awesome "rockabilly" clothing on it and so far racked up a "shopping cart" of about 15 dresses totaling about U.S $700… man would I love to click on that "checkout" button one day. ( http://www.pinupgirlclothing.com" if you may have no idea what rockabilly is…

One day I will. It will be my reward for scrimping myself though a dismal quiet season…

Surviving on Vegemite on toast and brand name toilet paper… lol..

Anywhooooooo!!

My apple mouse is being a complete bitch, and I want an magic mouse.
Maybe I should see if bid rivals have one up for auction.

off now..

Bye…
Kip
XXX