You Bet Your Life.

I had the most vivid dream last night, the most vivid Ive ever had. Usually I only vaguely remember if Id dreamt anything the night before and I dont ever remember what it was about for more than a few minutes upon waking.
This was a so different, it terrified me. He had died, and I was so distraught, all I felt was horrendous grief and loss.
I was half asleep when I finally realised that it was just a dream, and to realise that I had actually been crying.
It was so intense! So I crawled out of bed at 430am and called him to see if he was ok.
He laughed through a yawn and said he was ok, that he understood why I had called…

Ill call him again this afternoon and apologise for waking him.

For some odd reason it has put me in a nostalgic mood. Ive been listening to Tori Amos and Nirvana, neither of which we ever did, I also had an urge to download some Soundgarden and Pearl Jam. Go figure.

Anyway here is some Tori to enjoy.

Ciao.

You are listening to: Tori Amos – Cornflake Girl.

xHxL2

Who was the dream about?

KK's

I F-ING LOVE THIS SONG.Glad he isn’t dead.

amanduh

I hate waking up to dreams like that… where it seems too real! ugh. Glad everything is ok though. I just had one of those dreams about my best friend last week. And I hadn’t heard from her until today. Made me a little CRAZY!!! xoxo<3

~Octopussy~

Crazy. Dreams are so haunting…

colormegray

I always think my vivid dreams are my sub-conscious trying to tell me something. I don’t have many dark dreams. Most of my vivid dreams are a mixture of past and present experiences. Anyway, I write them down and spend some time with them to see if I can understand what my inner self is trying to say to me.

Grace On Fire

Wow. I hate dreams like that. I’m glad he really DIDN’T die. *lick*

Optimistic Pragmat

April 10, 2009

intense. glad everything’s okay, though. and tori’s a good thing to wake up to. took four days to a week, i think. i lost track somewhere. jami.

unsigned

I’ve had some strange dreams, but nothing like that. BTW – can’t hear the music.

youjusd0ntkn0

1. I love Cornflake girl…. and 2. I think I officially HATE TRANNYS!!! lol

April 11, 2009

ryn: I do have a facebook… but apparently no one can find me on there with my email (weird!) So how can I find you?? <3

Sorry, I didn’t mean to imply that they were wrong for everyone, they’re just wrong for me.

Spacefrog

RYN – probably 8-ply yarn, which is pretty standard (also known as double knitting yarn, which is just a weight/thickness classification). Not sure about the needle. Size 7 would be a US thing, we measure them in millimetres over here. Size 7 is 4.5mm. So you’re going to knit? That is so cool! 😀 Let me know if I can help.

April 12, 2009

ryn: She is sooo tiny. She’s about 3.5-4lbs now. MEEEEP! lol. K. I’ll look ya up next time I sign on there. ;o) <3

KissOfLife!

April 14, 2009

howw freaky! i like cornflake girl