Some Change; Some Die

Don’t know whats going on, can’t wait til…. Another place – some time?

We have to move, the landlords parents face the prospect of going bankrupt, unless they move into their investment property ie. where we are living. I thought that this would eventuate, but we can deal with it, it’s just one day of moving again, and coming up with some more bond!! Meh… Two weeks max.

My sister told my parents she was pregnant. I thought it would go down really well. I was 50% right. My mother was mortified and chucked a MAJOR wobbly, now she isn’t talking to anyone. You can’t talk to my mother when she gets into these sort of moods, and you only know when she is over it when she brings it up herself.

See this is why i’m gay, I just don’t get women, and I certainly don’t understand my mother.

My sister is upset about it (which I can understand). She is too much like mum and they are both not going to talk to eachother for ever now. I ran into dad at the petrol station, and he is over the moon, I told him that this is all wonderful (Nay being pregnant) and he agreed, (we laught hard cause he isn’t going to tell mum that cause she will get more pissed) but he can just tell its going to be all his fault – because he was pushing for a grandchild – and well, I don’t know. Its my family their all unstable. She isn’t married – they have only been dating for 4 months, my sister has medical issues, and hasn’t a permernant place to live, so I can understand my mothers reasoning. I just think her attitude is deplorable, and I told her as much. They did not plan it either, it was kind of an accident. Cha.

I’m hooked.

Jay isn’t in a good mood either,  death of a friend or something, to quote a great movie "Don’t ask, don’t tell" (super you know). What the fuck is going on? Is there like a full moon or something? Has the water been spiked, are we on communal rags? Its just miserable at the moment.

I know its sad but:

The song for the day is Darly Brathwaite: One Summer.

LPH

P.S – I downloaded the video clips to Babooshka and Wuthering Heights, I really like those songs, I used to like Kate Bush, but now she scares me.

It’s like giving Jim a job as a choreographer, RUN!