Hy•per•bo•le

It’s interesting to watch him… he preaches that he loses interest, and that he is the one pushing them away, protecting his interests? But when it’s the other way around… well it’s kind of sad, pathetic actually. I don’t know this part of him yet, I know mostly everything else, just not this part. He is more interested when you push away, he doesn’t like to be cluttered with unnecessary emotional baggage, and it’s his pet hate. However; he is worse for it. Push him away and the harder he will hit, fumbling for attention. It’s interesting to watch sometimes. I don’t know this part of him yet.

So nothing much has really happened over the last week or so. This weekend was spent in. I didn’t go out, for that matter I didn’t have the money to go out. Jay came around and we hired a whole heap of movies, about 14 in total, watched all bar one.

I’ve put on weight as well. *sigh* I am eating too much crap. I fear I’m also loosing my motivation as well… I just can’t be arsed with most things anymore, except Jay. All is going well with him too, except his long work hours. I wanted to take him to the National Zoo and Aquarium, he said he would have to put in for a weekend off, I was like ‘O…K…Then’. Beau and I didn’t last too long after all the time I wasn’t spending with him and the time that I was – after 12am… which is mostly when I slept, mostly.

Oh plus… I was reading the paper this morning and there is a Kylie exhibition on at the National Portrait Gallery. I –don’t- (no really don’t) like Kylie, she’s an untalented mule. Yeah so anyway there is an exhibition, I called to tell Jay (who sadly loves her) and he said we have to go… and that he would take the weekend off. O…K…Then. I know he works long hours, but hello… Me!

Is that normal? Hell why am I asking that question?

Our -my rather- new fridge turned up this morning. The guy was really nice and chatty, though none too attractive, he saw my old reel tape player (AU 5k imported

), and had a lengthy discussion about that. I had a sneaking suspicion he was hitting on me, looking at me once to often a few of those ‘smiles’ etc etc. I signed the contract he delivered the fridge and I kicked him out. Done. Bizarre.

Bethany isn’t well, she seems to have a nasty chest infection, almost phlegmy cough, and hard breathing, I am taking her to the vet tonight, and hopefully it isn’t too serious.

Work is driving me bonkers. I have to revamp the company portfolio. Any suggestions? The RM has been in

Queensland for a week, and one of the CGM’s is off on flex, which coupled with the internet not working, I’ve had nothing to do but work!! Its boring trust me.

Super was down in Canberra for the weekend, though I didn’t not get to see him as he was cavorting with his mother… love you babe J I will be up there in the next couple of weeks, after I pay all these damn bills – $236.00 internet bill, which mind you isn’t up and running as I don’t have a computer yet – the old one came back screwed ‘royale’  – I believe I have mentioned this before, so two more weeks and I will be online again (outside of work).

Is it possible to get sick from eating too many cashews? I ate a fair few of them last night… they were not expired, honey roasted with sesame seeds, about an hour after I ate them I felt really ill, and continued that way for the remainder of the night.

He said the L word… Its was just a quick rushed I L you bye… but he still said it…

>eeeek<

Song for the day: Three Drivers – Greece 2000 (DJ Shog Remix)

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