you’re the one for me fatty

there is only silence when you turn them all away.
Its always about everyone else and you wont just make a choice to be by yourself.  So it seems you like to run so then finally get your fill of running.  Who cares if they try to latch on!!! Fuck it! There is something here that will not yield any longer.   Burn me again girl and I swear I will make your days long and painful.  I will stretch out your bones to a rotten jelly.  And who am I anyways.  Nothing more than the grime and fire inside of you mixed into one.  This world, as uncomprimising as it is, is nothing more than what you see out of your own very eyes.  All yours.  You know where the keys are hidden and goddamnit!!!! Its a long time overdue over the last time we found a good cave.   What are you!!!!
A machine?  A robot?  A peg in a line of pegs waiting a false waiting over something not there AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS RIGHT HERE IS THE REAL EMOTION TEARING THROUGH!   This today now is you at your natural reacting grace.  Clean yourself out fatty.  Too much love.  Too much love. 
Its not real right now because you are broken.  Love also waits and prays.