help

fighting for the sake of fighting
even when you are wrong, it doesnt really matter if you argue it right

this is what its like when you cannot control the world around you
you lash out at whatever you may be able to cause an affect on

I wake up in a gray haze and go about searching for the songs that will cleanse my heart
I take my cup of coffee.
Brown acid and murderer of teeth
Regretting the clarity it instills, allowing the jaded devil to take hold of the reigns

death is easy
I don’t crave it, I just know that… it would be easier
give up on everything all together