Who’s Who in MY Life

" The dangerous thing about listening is that you don’t really know the effect it’s going to have. "

-Tori Amos

I decided that it might be best to start my diary over again, not really start over but to go back to writing. I have marked the entries from 8 years ago as private as that is from another lifetime, and a different person. I am finding that I need a way to let what is going on in my life be told so I thought this would be the best fit. So I think that the best best is to do a Who’s Who entry so that for those who care enough to follow can follow.

Relationship – Name – what they have to do with my life

Mother – Pam- gave birth to me, was a stay at home mother and divorced my father 4 years ago. She is no longer the woman I grew up with but rather a stanger in my moms body.

Stepfather- Jerry – Best stepdad a girl could ask for, truely cares about our ( my brothers and I’s ) well being. Often picking up the slack for my mothers unability to care, or so it seems

Father – Terry – He has also changed since the divorce but for the better. Suffering from a computer addiction he has been able to manage the addiction and to create a closer bond with his now adult children.

Middle child, oldest brother (26 ) – Lee- He and I fight whenever we are together. He is an active marine for the military served 2 tours and waiting for a 3rd.

Youngest child- Joshua ( 25)- We were close as children but have since found distance between us however we can be in the same room without fighting.He is a Sargent in the Air Force  Reserves getting ready to re-enlist in active duty again.

Friend from High School thru now- Mandy (29 ) – We have gone through many things together however we are not as close as we once were.

Friend and Husband of Mandy – Eugene ( 36 ) – We get along very well and the only active male friend I have and possibly the only man I trust outside of family.

Friend from Middle School – Ruthie (29 )- Long lost and recently found , residing in Canada and recently married. We are reconnecting and making up for lost time.

My current Husband – Danny ( 22 ) – Soon to be divorce. This relationship was poison and abusive, however I still try to maintain a type of friendship with him.

Sister-in Law- Dana (20 ) – Only sister or family member of husband ( Danny ) that I communicate with, She is generally sweet but often misguided due to lack of age and experience. Was married off at the age of 14 and had a child at 14 years of age.

Niece- Andrea ( 5 ) – Daughter of Dana, smart child that needs a little more stability but has a wonderful mother that is trying to provide for all her needs while trying to accomplish her own personal goals.

1st Spiritual Teacher- Jen (34 ) – Reiki instructor and spiritual teacher until she became a mother 4 years ago in which being a single mother requires more time and first priority.

2nd Spiritual Teacher – Rebecca (? ) A very entertaining and gifted teacher that guides useing self study. She is often busy as she trys to advance her educational and personal goals in hopes of becoming a minister.

Classification Unknown – Ruth- Matriarch of family – I don’t know how to classify her but she is a very sweet and caring individual that stresses love and family. A recently new addition to my life but very much envolved currently. She teaches by listening and is also very gifted which allows for easy communication.

For now I think that is all I have in my life that would be written about frequently . I will update as my life changes but for now welcome to my world 🙂