What do you think it means? Strange Dream

" The dangerous thing about listening is that you don’t really know the effect it’s going to have. "

-Tori Amos

I had the strangest dream lastnight. It is the second time it has happen and I am wondering if there is a conference Jen and I are suppose to go to. 

It’s starts out with me sleeping in my own room when this little girl about 5 or 6 comes into my room and sticks her face in mine climbs up and starts jumping. For some reason I was very confused as to who she was and then some other lady comes in and calls her Serenity and tells her to let me wake up. Then I hear other children and I like look around to see where the hell I am . It’s my bedroom and my stuff so who were these children and adults and what were they doing in my house. When I got up about 6 kids ran and gave me a hug and well I still didn’t know who they were and one of the adults asked if I was ok as if I am suppose to know who everone is. So now I notice that if this is my house it has been  remodeled. I sit on the couch trying to figure out what the hell is going on. Then the little girl climbs up and keeps talking to me as I try to brush her off . She asks me where her mom is… And I told her I wish I knew where mine was. She looked at me confused. Then she asked for my cell phone. So I pulled it out of my pants, but it wasn’t my cell phone it was strange looking and I had never scene it before. I handed it to her to get her to leave me alone. She runs out to play. Then Jen comes tramping out of a bedroom. What the hell I am really confused now. Looking at her I didn’t know what to think but didn’t want to ask. So I watched her. Most the children greeted her and I guess she was off to work. She gave me a hug and told me to have a good day. Alls I could think was a good day yeah as soon as I figure out what is going on. Then I hear my cell phone ring ok better answer it. So I take it away from Serenity who was not happy because some how she managed to get care bears on my cell phone… It played TV shows. I got mad because I couldn’t figure out how to switch it back over and I could see it was work calling. So I got mad and walked over to this guy who smiled… He looked friendly enough and had eyes full of love… He asked if I was ok and I smiled and said I was just not feeling well. I asked if he could fix it and he looked at me funny as if it was something simple to do and I should know how to. But I think to advoid embarrasment he told me that I should watch what Serenity does because her mother doesn’t like her watching tv but then giggled and told me I should already know that .Hell I didn’t even know who Serenity was. I  had know clue as to who her mom was( Was I suppose to be her mother?).   … And what the hell was she doing at my house with other children. And why wouldn’t she leave me alone. She acted like I was her best friend. What a stubborn child, Never mind the fact that when she spoke to me , she spoke as if she was the adult and she was the child. Telling me that I needed to lay down. I shook her off once again and went to my room to try to piece things together. I saw I had voice mail…. I was excited I recongized something. The first one was Jen, She called to tell me that she couldn’t get the conference tickets for Friday night because of work and wanted me to pick them up. Then she said that she got the tickets for Sat and Sunday and to be ready by 6pm. She was excited and said that this will totally change our lives. "But knowing the real world Jen she is always excited for change" So I guess today was Friday but I couldn’t think of what conference I was going to. Apperently it was important from Jens excitement on the phone. Then I got a message from work telling me that I needed to come in at 10am and work till 6 that the schedule had changed. Now I was confused why the odd hours if I was doing nursing considering that is all I know how to do. I shut my phone and sat ready to call work and to cancel or something… And then that little girl comes in again. But this time trailing behind her with two other little girls and a little boy. I kind of look at them. They carried one of those little toy medical boxes or something. And Serenity asked if they could work on me. Fine whatever, it will give me time to think. So I lay down on the bed and close my eyes expecting to get the plastic thermometer and stethoscope, I feel the children taking thier places around me. I feel something cold put on my head and knowing children, I didn’t want some weird substance on my face. I looked over and saw that the little box that was suppose to contain fake medical supplies and toys contained stones and healing items. I looked at Serenity who was rubbing my hair and must have looked horrified because she looks at me and says" It’s ok the reiki will help you." The children were gifted, they had to be; but who’s were they? The last thing I remember thinking before I work up is where the fuck am I.

 I am sorry but that is a very strange dream. I was happy to wake up in my room without seeing that little girl in my face.  I don’t know who the hell she was but she was deffinietly the leader of the pack. I rolled over in bed to check my phone and sure enough I had one from my agency. So I called and there was nothing that required me to work some odd hours.  As for calling Jen I will do that and see if she was thinking of going to a conference that she didn’t tell me about. But right now in the real world she is at work. That is the second time I have drempt about that confernce. I have know clue as to what it was on I just knew that we had to be there and that it was life changing. But I can’t kids these kids out of my head… Who are they. I know mine will be Katie and Sara and if there is a boy it will be named Joshua after my little brother, so they can’t be mine.

. So what do you think it means?